Depression is the emotion that makes us feel empty, broken, silent and sometimes lost. Not every one of us is meant to lead the life the same way. Everyone has their own syllabus and their own questions to answer.
You go through ups and downs in life. No one really seems to be supporting you. Of course, no one will. Because it is your life and they have got their own shit to deal with.
Life is an opportunity to live not to prove. Even for the light to be useful, it needs darkness. You are worth a million opportunities, not approvals. Depression is not a sign of weakness, it means that you have been strong for long enough.
I know you are sick of crying, tired of trying but yes you are smiling while dying inside. Trust me you are not the only one facing it. Remember that nothing lasts long. You will again see the sun rising from dawn, which you thought would never happen. Sometimes you just really don`t know what you are carrying until the day you release it. You will start to heal when you let go what hurts you. May be think and consider to aim at perfection in an environment of imperfections, prejudice, and criticism and that is the pursuit of excellence. No doubt it involves bearing with unreasonableness, which leads to depression, anger, and rejection. Stay with it, however painful it is to bear.You can not be like that longer.
I know it is not easy to pretend everything is right when nothing is left. I know there`s a hell and I too have been to it. Yes, I too have been into depression and no one get over it easily. But, you have to.
Don`t be dead inside and survive outside.
You wake up every morning to fight the same demons that left you so tired the night before, my love trust me that`s bravery.Your demons hide in your thoughts not under your bed. Don`t search for opportunities, create them. You don`t have to control your thinking or thoughts, you just have to stop letting them control you.
You go through ups and downs in life. No one really seems to be supporting you. Of course, no one will. Because it is your life and they have got their own shit to deal with.
Life is an opportunity to live not to prove. Even for the light to be useful, it needs darkness. You are worth a million opportunities, not approvals. Depression is not a sign of weakness, it means that you have been strong for long enough.
I know you are sick of crying, tired of trying but yes you are smiling while dying inside. Trust me you are not the only one facing it. Remember that nothing lasts long. You will again see the sun rising from dawn, which you thought would never happen. Sometimes you just really don`t know what you are carrying until the day you release it. You will start to heal when you let go what hurts you. May be think and consider to aim at perfection in an environment of imperfections, prejudice, and criticism and that is the pursuit of excellence. No doubt it involves bearing with unreasonableness, which leads to depression, anger, and rejection. Stay with it, however painful it is to bear.You can not be like that longer.
I know it is not easy to pretend everything is right when nothing is left. I know there`s a hell and I too have been to it. Yes, I too have been into depression and no one get over it easily. But, you have to.
Don`t be dead inside and survive outside.
You wake up every morning to fight the same demons that left you so tired the night before, my love trust me that`s bravery.Your demons hide in your thoughts not under your bed. Don`t search for opportunities, create them. You don`t have to control your thinking or thoughts, you just have to stop letting them control you.
Courage is not always about roaring. Sometimes it is about saying at the end of the day "I will try again". Remember life isn`t about letting the storm pass. It is about learning how to dance in the rain. Although the wolrd is full of suffering, it is also full of overcoming it. It is like a wave. You can not go against it, you have to learn how to riddle it while being in it. May be you have to know the darkness before you can appreciate the light.
You are allowed to scream, you are allowed to cry but just don`t stop to try.
So, what can you do? Just remember,
Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.
Thank you for this wonderful words...❤️
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